Olivia Saffron shania Stewart

2008 - 2008
LocationBradford
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth16/04/2008
Date of Death15/04/2008
Visitors3,173 since 30/11/2008
Creator
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olivia was born sleeping 39 weeks gestation on the 16th of April 2008.from the the moment I saw the
line come up on the pregancy test I loved you. I watched my belly grow and everyday looked forward
to when we'd finally meet you. your kicks were so comforting and I would poke you to get you to
respond.on the 15th of April I never felt those kicks again. I will never forget looking at your
lifeless body on the screen,knowing you had left us. I thought I was going to wake up from a bad
dream but that never happened .
I gave birth to you on the 16th at 11.45am and it was the most painful moment of my life.I loved you
so much and and I don't know why you had been taken. if I could have one wish it would be to have
you back here were you belong with your family.you will always be loved and never be forgoten sweet
angel we love you.You were just like your Daddy.

That day a piece of us left with you, we will never be the same again, because we will always be
your sad but very very proud parents. You taught us so much in the short time we spent with you and
even now help us to see beauty in the world we never saw before.

We will never forget how it felt to hold you, how soft your skin was and how beautiful and precious
you were. We will hold you in our hearts, until we can hold you in our arms. You will forever be
Mummy and Daddy's precious little star.


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With Love On Your Angel Day x x x

With Love On Your Angel Day x x x
~♥~ Thinking of you today precious angel Olivia~♥~

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~♥~ Those we love we never lose, They are never really gone, We will keep them in our heart and the memories linger on ~♥~

~♥~ With Love Always ~♥~

Thinking of you Olivia

Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) Yesterday morning

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Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) 4 weeks ago

hi darlin

always thinking of u olivia. xxxxx

Talia Horner (Family Friend) 4 weeks ago

Your big cusen charlie xx

Helloo baby girl..
Hope your being good.
your little brother looks like, both beautiful.
just wanted to leave a litle message to say how much i love you..
Love you olivia baby girl, always and forever.
Big hugs and kisses
From your big cusen charlie
xxx
xx
x

Charlotte Blamires October 11, 2009

Little Sister - For your other children XX

You have this little Sister,
She loves you very much,
But you’ll never get to see her,
Or feel her gentle touch.

She had to go away you see,
Through God’s garden gates.
Though she longs to meet you,
Heaven’s where she waits.

You have this little Sister,
She’s sending you her love,
Although she longs to be with you,
She watches from above.

She grew her Angel wings you see,
Though none of us were ready,
On one of heavens clouds she sleeps,
Cuddling her teddy.

You have this little Sister,
She’d love to come and play.
But for all eternity,
In the sky is where she’ll stay.

God had a plan you see,
He needs her by his side,
He’s shown her how to use her wings,
Through heavens clouds she glides.

You have this little Sister,
And though you are apart,
The love that you feel for her,
Will remain ever in your heart.

Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) October 8, 2009

THINKING OF YOU ALL

When you look into the sky
and see a shining star
think of me and send a kiss
i'm never very far

When you see the moonlight
dancing on the sea
feel a kiss brush on your cheek
thats a kiss from me

When the sun is bright upon the fields
and there's flowers everywhere
if you look a little closer
you'll see me over there

When the snow is falling hard
and sparkling on the ground
feel the flakes upon your face
and know that i'm around

when you see a glistening raindrop
or the grass all covered in dew
don't let your heart feel heavy
just remember 'I LOVE YOU'

Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) September 24, 2009

I have a little daughter, who means the world to me

She's living with the Angels and is as special as can be
And even though she's up there, playing in the clouds
She's still my precious daughter and I am so very proud
Her picture takes pride of place on my living room wall
Ready to be admired by all who come to call
I know I can not hold her, or bounce her on my knee
But I only have to close my eyes, her little face to see
I never will stop missing her and wishing she were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that she is very near
So play happily my little daughter, you will never be forgot
I love you so and always will, though I miss you such a lot .

They say memories are golden, well maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you, a million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same.
But as we are called one by one, the chain will link again xxxxx

Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) September 17, 2009

Most people walk in and out of your life.

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But only Loved ones leave footprints
in your heart.
They say god takes the best and I truly believe that he did when he took you
God bless sleep well.

Love to you Olivia xx

Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) September 16, 2009

Letter From HeavenTo my dearest family,

some things I would like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this letter from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness. Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and he said, " I welcome you, It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. I need you here badly, your part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the days chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, If I were to tell you, you would not understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I am closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, But together we can do it by taking one step at a time. It was always my philosophy and I would like it for you too, That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, Then you can say to God at night, " My day was not in vain." And now I am contented that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go from that body to be free. Remember you're not going you're coming here to me.

Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) July 22, 2009

Angel wonders
You come and stand before my stone
And seek a sign you’re not alone,
That I haven’t left your side and flown
into the endless sky.

But when the sun shines warm and bright,
And embraces all with burning light,
And the moon rests lonely, out of sight
Do you doubt that night exists?

Or when you’re walking in a country scene
A patchwork quilt of varied green,
Of hedge and field, so calm, serene
Do you doubt the sea roars loud?

And when you see the flowers dance
A gentle waltz in summer trance
Though you cannot see what makes them prance
Do you doubt the wind blows strong?

So why is it, you doubt I’m near
And long for signs to ease your fear
That I have flown this mortal sphere
And won’t return to you?

It’s true that though I’m out of sight,
I’m with you every day and night,
Your thoughts hold onto me so tight
I’m anchored to your soul.

And when you laugh, I fly up high
A kite that soars into the sky
But when you lie in bed and cry
It’s me that wipes your tears.

The signs you seek, you do not need
I am in you; I’ll never leave,
Your life goes on, you mustn’t grieve
Because this angel’s flying high.

PLEASE, don't ask me if I'm over it yet,
I'll never be over it
PLEASE, don't tell me she's in a better place,
she isn't here with me
PLEASE, don't say at least she isn't suffering
I haven't come to terms with why she had to suffer at all.
PLEASE, don't tell me you know how I feel,
Unless you have lost a child.
PLEASE, don't ask me if I feel better
Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up.
Please don't tell me God never gives us more than we can bear.
PLEASE, just say you are sorry.
PLEASE, just say you remember my child if you do.
PLEASE, just let me talk about my child.
PLEASE, mention Olivia's name.
PLEASE, just let me cry.

Another lovely poem sent to me:

Ask My Mum How She Is...

My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.

Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?

Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

Ask my Mum how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.

She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.

I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.

On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!"

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Cherie Lancaster (Mummy) July 9, 2009
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